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Saturday, May 10, 2014

What brings your mind to 'Suicide'?

What brings your mind to 'Suicide'?

1th/ When you have a very bad experience with people.
3th/ When you told people in confidence, and the break your trust.
4th/ When you think you sit so deep, and think there is no way out.

Than you must fighting for your life (same me) every day.

I want to tell you the truth what happened with my life.

In 2002 I tried a suicide attempt (gas) after my beautiful Thai wife leave me.
After when I come out the rescue clinic (Wolfheze / Netherlands), a psychiatrist contact me, outside the clinic and offer me help to bring back my previous Thai wife.
But he was a wolf in a sheepskin, and he live 2 life's.
He bring me so far, I must kill a Thai girl for him in the North of Thailand (Nan).
Her name was "Pleun" - I never forget. (I not want kill anybody)
But I go to see her, and talk the truth and warning her where I come for.
After we are good friends, I see there also a grandchild from this Mafia psychiatrist.
When I go in March 2003 go visit my mother, this gang pick me up at Schiphol Airport, and put me in a trunk of a car. (4 man) Then the put me 4 days in a basement-cell. The blame me for not have done their job. In the mean time the use my credit-cards for expensive objects. Then I must go with some Antillean's, do bad jobs, but in the mean time I try to contact some friend for a way out.
I escape and a Mollucan friend help on some money and his car.
I become with help from the mayor from the village I lived before on a new passport.
Than my mother helped me on a ticket to go back Bangkok.
The threaten my mother to kill her when I not do their job.
The say, we put your mother in a black dead bag.

My mother her last words were: God is on my side, and say please go back to Bangkok.
After when I come back in Bangkok, all my staff was gone.
This psychiatrist-mafia gang send my staff away, and show them before my old passport, and say, Peter (Gerrit) is dead.
I contact some old friend for help.
This gang steal before all my belongings and properties, the take the whole safe with all paperwork with them.

My life was empty for the first time !

With good friends I Re-start "Siam Trading" and get back in business, and go slowly try forget everything.

In 2010 came again a very bad man in my life. I meet this (Dutch-man living in Chalong Phuket) on Facebook. This was / is the most bad experience in my live. For this you must follow this link:

My life was empty for the Second time !

When I come back in Bangkok in October 2012, I must start again from the bottom, with 8 Thai Baht in my pocket. With a lousy health I must pick up my life. Happily with some very good friends I re-start my life for the 3th time. I know God bless them.

Half 2013 I meet some #Fake friends from #LYONESS, a shopping community from Austria on #Facebook
I setup a major network for them, (but I not a Austrian) and the steal my whole down-line.
The have over 2 full years not 3000 members in whole Thailand, a country with 70.000.000 people. Is this business ? "It is to bad for words" - Total wrong Management.

Now I'm on the point to setup again a brand new online shopping store.
This to forget, what i with started in the beginning of this story.

With this, I want warning you not to do business with people on #Fake #Facebook ! 

Don't worry I can take care my self.
God is with me.
One day I'm so happy when I not more wake up.

Maybe I go recover this this text later !
Please come back again.