Today's a "foggy day" for me.

Today's a "foggy day" for me.
 
I fall mental back, after nightmares, about terrible times last year (10 months) in Chalong Phuket.
My health is still not recovered, after losing 25 kilo's weight and haved to low blood pressure.
I hope still I can handle this, to be strong.
I pray to God, to give me the strength and light back.

In the bad times in Phuket I thought different times on suicide.
On the moment the same thinking come back.

It is very hard to be strong !

Can you believe, that people can destroy your live ?