Showing posts with label Used. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Used. Show all posts

Monday, 30 June 2014



It take years to build up !
It can break in seconds.
And never to Repair !

Some times it is easy to trust someone, but be careful in this time.
Every day come more #Fake people in your life !
The only try to #Use you, for their own benefits.

Why I tell you this ?
Life experience !
When you are to social, you quickly walk to a wall.
I meet several times #Fake people in my life.

In 2002 after I came out a mental hospital, I meet a man the want to help me to build up my life after sit in the deep.
But in the beginning he talk smooth and look trustful, but he was a sheep in a wolf skin.
But I not want think about that more, he has his #Karma and died already.
Hopefully he burn in hell !

In 2005 I meet a guy in Bangkok and we long time friends, but he has one big problem, he was always drunk.
When he not was drunk, he was a very nice and good guy.
We did several years a small business together.
But one day, I became a email, with the message he was back to Holland and stay in a AA clinic for his alcohol problem.
I give him all support, but after I hear several years nothing from him.
In 2013 I become a text message on my mobile, with where are you and he want give my money back.
Than again months silence.
When I self also back in Bangkok he contact me and want come to me in Bangkok, for do business again together.
But he came back drunk and without my money.
After several days he go back Holland, and I lose my money.
Never trust Alcoholics again.

In 2010 I meet a friendly man on Facebook, but after all he also a sheep in a wolf skin.
He was also Dutch, and think it is easy to talk in the same language !!!!
He has a Hosting Company in Chalong / Phuket.
I do visit him in 2012 and we make a work deal.
I move (trust) my business websites to him server, but than the big problems starting.
All my metatags (Keywords) disappeared in my own websites.
And again my business go down, and I Independent on him.
Be contined 
Don't worry, I'm ok now.



Wednesday, 23 April 2014



You cannot enough take care of yourself.
We live in a time that friendship no more exist, or be very limited.
Real good friends you can count on 'one hand'.

We live in a time that people use you without any scruples.

So I been used in 2010 until 2012 by a #Fake Facebook (friend).
But can I angry on this man ? 'NO' He is/was 'Schizophrenic' > He has/have 2 different personalities.
He has his good side for the outside world, but when you know him better, he is the devil himself.

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I meet this (Dutch) guy on a Facebook request.
All nice words coming, look same sunshine.

I has over 12 years a good running shopping website with a good income, and the guy ask me to move over the hosting from the website to him server. I think he is also Dutch (same me) and can good communicate in the same Language.
In November 2010 he invite me for visit his company in Phuket.
And I decide to go in February in 2011.
I go for 5 or 6 days, and all look sunshine.
(But he has already problems with his wife)
We make a deal: I go help him with updates his news websites and social media, and he go update and optimize me websites.
(He say so)
In the meantime I'm back in Bangkok, and work day and night for him to build up his business and social media.
In the same time I become regular less orders on my 2 shopping websites. But he say with a few banners on his websites and more clicks I go become more visitors and orders.
But nothing was true. I let check my 2 websites and all the meta-tags are gone.
Slowly I go dependent on him. He say no problem, you can always come to Phuket.
On the end of the year, not any order come more and I in him claws, and I must decide to move over to Phuket.
That was the most worse decision in my whole life. 
My whole life I not work for a boss, and there I work under pressure.
I get mental problems and different problems with my health.
Different time I think about suicide, and speak about this with his staff.

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Do you know how it feels when you lose all your belongings your dignity, and your very personal stuff ?
Do you know how it feels when you been humiliated, hit and spit in the face ?
Do you know how it feels when you threatened by dead ?
Do you know how it feels
when your life is total controlled and you live 10 months behind multi camera's ?
Do you know how it feels when people behind your back sniff in your personal belongings ?
Then you involved with "Mafia"


I take the risk to write this down.
The risk is that he want to kill me, when I make it public.
But I not care more.
When you follow this blog, you know after the full story.
I know "God" is on my side.

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